I am sorry

Sorry I never got to see your first steps

I am sorry

Sorry I missed your first tooth

Out of all the things I wish were different

None of them are you

Days, weeks, months may pass

But nothing will keep your Dad

From loving you

So out of all the things I've lost

I've gained so much more

Because God has promised me this forever more.

 

Do you know this spirit?

One who writes their thoughts on the wall

One who is stronger then them all

One who can radiate the truth

Or can be encouraged by a bitter fruit

So many will tell you the right way

But none will tell you the wrong

So many will say it's not worth it

But they won't say nothing is perfect

If one could go back

I'm sure they would change

Change the good, the bad

But none would be perfect

Do you know this spirit?

One who writes their thoughts on the wall

If so then tell them I will

Wait no matter how long.

Erotic thoughts expose the truth

I have a cavity from my sweet tooth

Does this mean

That it is too bad for me

But too good to let go?

Or should I take one more lick before I go?

Soft and smooth

I hear my name

Just one more time Pappi

Oooh what the hell, it can't hurt

Plus the mouth is too much

Na na na, c'mon stay focused

Later for that, Ma

I gotta get goin'

Pappi, Pappi, what about this?

Oh sh*t, why she

Had to go there with it?

Now I'm in a tight spot

And my man's is gettin' on rock.

What gives me the giggles

Is to see my son wiggle

What gives me the giggles

Is to see my belly jiggle

What gives me the giggles

Is good thoughts of the past

When everything was bad

What gives me the giggles

Is young love

What gives me the giggles

Are big kisses and hugs

From those who matter the most

My kids, Daddy loves you.

 

Sometimes it's ok

To stand alone

Rather than be a clone

Sometimes it's ok

To love unconditionally

And when you're wrong

Just admitting it

Sometimes it's ok

To trust even if it's not that much

I'd rather have gave it my all

Then not try at all

And get older

Look back and regret it all

Sometimes it's better to give

Then take

Or feel like you are too

Good to make a mistake

I am a true believer in faith

And a believer

In sometimes you just can't break

If this is true

Then me and you

Know sometimes

It's ok.

Make no emphasis on me

Just da message

I seek no praise

I seek no glory

Only to give da message

All praises to the most High

Through Him nothing can die

There will always be politics with religion

There will always be religion to exploit

But who governs from within

Will know the right choice

Make no emphasis on the insignificant

But be wise not to judge the heart

But the choice

Make no emphasis on me

Just da message

I seek no praise

I seek no glory

Only to give da message.

 

 

She torments my dreams

She torments my heart

So far apart

But so close in the dark

Truly an adversary worth respecting

As well as an ally worth having

I wept intensly along side her one night

Revealing my most inner

Thoughts and sins

Feeling a sense of relief

And thinking to myself

This must be

What a child feels like

When he or she

Runs to their mother for comfort

My, what a lovely feeling

She torments my dreams

She torments my heart

So far apart

But so close in the dark